Requiescat In Pace, Abuelo Freddy (10/28/1937 — 1/22/2011)

This is one I sometimes can’t seem to let go. Maybe its because I feel guilty we didn’t spend as much time as we could have and should have. Maybe its because I feel guilty the last opportunity we got to spend time before your passing, it was during times of adversity; Adversity I put you and the family through. I remember the last time I shook your hand, I thought you were the strongest than I’ve ever known you to be. You were a man devoted to your family and I know to see me go through what I was going through, it must’ve taken a toll on you, physically and spiritually. I know someday I’ll let to let it go; To forgive myself for the heartache I cause you and the family. It’s just sometimes I wish you could forgive me with your very own words. As for now, I’ll settle for the idea of seeing you again someday and spending limitless time together. Thank you for everything. I love you. We love you.